Works in progress
Synthesis Workshop (with The Why Collective)
The final event of The Why Collective's 2023 residency at The Cell Theatre was the “What Do YOU Have to Say?” workshop, which was hosted in tandem with the personal monologue project, “The Womxn Have Something to Say.” While Nicole, Sydney, and Laura facilitated this together, Nicole has granted permission to offer the workshops without her presence, in order for us to establish the event as a monthly creative gathering that can offer space for repeat participants to develop a concept in phases.
The idea was raised to synthesize the two above projects into one long-term project idea:
We would love to offer a monthly workshop on the theme of exploring one’s inner voice through interdisciplinary creative play. Each month will feature rotating facilitators from our collective roster, to encourage participants to explore the creative outlets of their choosing without overwhelming each individual workshop group with options. The goal would be to check on the progress of the participants throughout the season, in order to curate an immersive, interactive creative laboratory (à la MIXT) later in the year, featuring pieces conceived and developed at these workshops. The title of the presentation, therefore, will likely change from “MIXT” to “Synthesis” and be designed more like a prism concert with an open mic at the end.
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BUY TICKETS TO OUR NEXT SYNTHESIS WORKSHOP:
Monday, May 13th | Session 1: 12PM - 3PM | Session 2

Dance Diaries
A "dance diary" is the improvisational movement that results from the reflection of the present moment. I committed to making my own dance diary on TikTok (@lauradearr) for every day of 2024. The color filter on the video corresponds to the feeling that is indicated on Geoffrey Robbert's "feelings wheel".
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From what began as a choreographic exploration, emerged a catalog of source material organized by time and emotion. The first piece in this series will be titled "January in NYC" and will be set on a group of dancers in March (support thanks to New York Center for Creativity and Dance). The structure of the piece will reflect both the chronological and emotional subcategories of "dance diary" entries in January.
Although the first rendition of this series reflects my own experiences, I'm interested in using the same model to capture the experiences of other places/ times based on unique diaries. For example, the spring semester on a particular campus, or mornings at a home for the elderly.

Previously Presented
Photos by: Paul DuBois
"The Womxn Have Something To Say"
The Why Collective presented a revised remounting of The Womxn Have Something To Say May 12-14, 2023 while in residence at Nancy Manocherian’s The Cell theatre. This genre-bending theatrical work tells the true stories of 13 women/female-identifying artists as they recount moments of discovering their own unique voice, as well as the shattering moments when their voices were silenced. This collection of personal stories is told through spoken monologues, visual art, chamber music, and dance/movement. Each monologue and accompanying song text is written and performed by the artist herself, including music composed specifically for this project, by Madeline Styskal.
The Womxn Have Something To Say creates a space for women
to write and perform their own lived experiences and to authentically explore their voices and identities. Guided by Director Nicole Kenley-Miller (University of Houston, Opera in the
Heights) and Houston Poet Laureate Emeritus, Deborah D.E.E.P. Mouton, these women of diverse backgrounds (ages, ethnicities, nationalities, sexual orientations, artistic disciplines) were able to openly share their intensely personal stories of womanhood to become not only the performers, but the subjects themselves.
This New York Premiere was presented with more layers of narrative story-telling, with bod actors and dancers creating a thread of connectivity between each individual vignette. While the choreography of each scene was crafted and tailored to suit the needs of the narrative, each scene was tied together through the inclusion of black mesh fabric. Different lengths of fabric were used as props, costumes and set pieces to illustrate each unique relationship with womxnhood. In one scene, the dancer becomes entangled in the fabric, restricting their movement. In another scene, the fabric stretches across the length of the stage to create a barrier which the dancers fight against. The resulting physicality allowed the dancers to authentically capture the feelings of being trapped, constrained, shieled, etc.
“My hope is that others will see themselves in these
monologues, or perhaps they'll see their friends, loved ones, coworkers, etc. and they'll be able to engage with the work of honoring & amplifying women's voices with
renewed motivation.” (LDM)

"Glimpses of Light"
"Glimpses of Light" is a short film directed by Christine Thomas Yoon for Reunion NYC Church. The documentary-style short film was created as part of an initiative to share the real-life stories of members at Reunion. In the telling of my own story, we naturally incorporated dance. The movement used in "Glimpses of Light" were taken from phrases I choreographed in the moments of time that are spoken of in the story. In this way, the movement captures the real experiences of grief and affliction. The lighting design is an equally integral part of the choreography; intentionally illuminating / concealing parts of the movement to reflect the uncertainty of my lived experiences.

Walking Home
This solo dance tells the story of love. Inspired and created for my husband on our wedding day, the movement in "Walking Home" encapsulates one of our favorite dates: walking down the Brooklyn Promenade. Video footage courtesy of Nicole DiGiovanni (Nicole Maria Creative).

Being Ariodante
Being Ariodante is a new opera by Jonathan Dawe that premiered at the Itallian Academy at Columbia University in 2022. Set in modern-day Glasgow, this dramatic fast-paced story follows Ariodante, a young man who, beyond his control, is living the life of a character in Ariosto’s Orlando Furioso, a work written 500 years ago. Living an existence of remarkable predictability, Ariodante searches for release from his pre- plotted life. He is aided and supported by his Deaf brother, Lurcanio, whose abilities in sign language help our accidental hero navigate the twists and betrayals that have led him into peril. In the end, he and his friends find meaning and purpose by realizing their true identity and in doing so create their own life’s story.
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The choreographic highlights of this work include a strip tease, a rageful destruction of a book, and a club scene with inspirations from 1900s Scottish court dancing.

Them, Too
"Them, Too" was created in 2018 in response to the "Me Too" movement. It investigates the questions of those who consider themselves a part of the movement: What are the implications of joining the "Me Too" movement? What experience(s) are included (or excluded) from the movement? How does using one's voice intimidate (or empower) you as a survivor?
The work was created in collaboration with the cast and included broken fragments from their own stories. It was presented at Robinson Hall for the Performing Arts in Charlotte, NC.
